monday nite. i'm supposed to be writing poetry. i will, i swear. it needs to already become 2 am first. i'm writing 16 poems for the Princess Ai pin-up book. it's such a rewarding creative outlet--reminds me of many a day at the beach, really bummed out, writing poetry and sometimes (yeah I admit it) getting high. and, no, not now. i'm straight as an arrow but if i light a candle, look into the shadows, and let the artwork speak to me--the poetry comes in. that's what i will keep doing this week until elizabeth gets all 16. i hope everyone digs the poems. i really would love to know what they make you think about. summer. that's when the book goes on sale. i need to have my website redone so poems and recent stuff like oZone can be added. man, so much to do!!

anyways, off to the candlelight, shadows, and beautiful art...