hey everyone. it's like 5:30 AM and i can't sleep. have any of u dealt with that b4? it's been happening to me a lot recently. i don't know if it's jet-lag or stress or my body just complaining. i don't know--sometimes i think that people (meaning "humans") are on a serious death-spiral. the way we all live nowadays can't be healthy, can it? i think it's all the fault of cell phones. sure, they're convenient, but there must be some completely unnatural emission that's constantly zapping our brains and killing our blood cells. i guess i'm paranoid but at least paranoia provides a nice raison d'etre, no?

i feel guilty for not updating my blog more. i swear i will. there's some thing about e-mailing into your blog and if i can make that one work it will be way easier. i promise. i got an e-mail from m. alice legrow. do u guys know her? (check out her manga, which i read and really liked--it's at http://www.bizenghast.com/series/) anyways, she made me feel guilty for not updating my blog and she's right. maybe that's why i've been losing sleep? (see, i can just transfer the guilt:-) ). no, really, tho, she's right.

and by the way, i'm going to return e-mails soon. i swear. there's a bit of a technical hitch with the yahoo account. sorry i'm so technically lame. i wish i was talented enough to be a hacker but i'm just a hack.

alright, i'm going back to lying in bed and staring at the ceiling. it's kind of like pseudo-sleep so it's got to count for something, no?

e-mail me--i swear i'll write back soon! (either that or just make me feel more guilty so i really don't sleep...).